life...

life sucks when everything never seems to go your way. life sucks when you know you can't control other people's decisions. life sucks when something bad happened and you didn't have the chance to do somethingabout it even though you are equipped with everything that could have made it good. life sucks when you know something happened and you couldn't do anything about it coz the desicion was never in your hands. life sucks when something is about to happen and you know it but couldn't do a damn thing about it coz once again the desicion is not in your hands. I say therefore that our life is never or should I say was never in our hands. yes we do something to make it good but just BUT somewhere along the road something bad just happens... you don't like it to happen but for some unknown mystical matter the fact of it happening was never in your hands. i learned to accept what life has to offer. i learned that being idealistic is synonymous to being stupid or naive. let's face it, our world was never an ideal world. except for the fact (or is it?) that it was perfect if adam wasn't a moron. he should have given eve a bite not the fruit of knowledge. kiddin aside, i now know that morons exist for a fact. yes i've been given the utmost blessing of meeting one early in my life so as to learn to avoid animals like them. or maybe my mind is just too "closed" to understand the principles that circle the mind of these so called "sharks". i also learned not to be so eager to make this world a better place. y? coz people who would come close to making this world a better place get shot. they burn. while those who in their spare time would do anything devilish just for the fun of it get to live a longer, moneymaking, moneyshowering, moneyswimming,pussyfucking life! WOW! great huh? irony? nah! that's just how the world works. fuck em good boys/girls and love em bad boys/gurls. truth? well, for me it is. but hey! i've learned to accept and understand na talagang ganyan ang buhay. well for now i say, lifesucks! but it sucks good! hehe. thanks for taking the time, reading this crap.

great empires
are destroyed
not by outside forces
but by weaknesses within